sedih...

slme 4 taun,kite clbrate sme2..x pena pn ak lupe nk clbrte...igt x??mse kite frm 3??ak clbrte bfdy 2 for da first tme ngn kek??kite mkn sme2.hahaha...tme 2 ak ajk khalid ngn apek tme 2??kite b'4 je.....ak rse bes cgt2..coz ko adlh llki p'tme yg ak clbrte..x pena ag owg len...thniah laa....
hisyam ak tau ak x lyak nk ad kt sisi ko..ak tau kite b'beze...dri dlu ag..ko t'lalu pndai tuk ak,sdgkn ak ni???cme mnusia yg x reti nk siyez lau blja....dlu ak pena tny ko,nnt lau ko da b'jye ko igt ak x??n ko ckp ko akn ingt ak n ko akn pstikn ak adlh owg p'tme yg ak tau kjayaan ko 2..tp 2 smue dlu,ble kite x mtng ag n kite x tgk dunia lua ag..ak phm..ak x setaraf mkwe bwu ko 2..dala pandai,cantik plk 2..sepdn la ngn ko kn??2 yg ko nk..ak trme hsyam...taun ni ak x blh nk clbrte ngn ko..cbb ko bkn milik ak ag..ko milik dye...bkn ak pny..
ak kn cube nk lupekn ko....ak minta maap ak still x dpt lupekn ko....selamat tinggal hisyamuddin afif....

cuti sem!!!!

syoknye cuti sem..hahaha...even kbnykkn mmb2 da blik U,tp x p la....ak blh la rlx2 gile kt rmh,lau nk kua pn leh je g sowg2 cme len la rseny kn coz sowg2..hahaha....tp jmt gak wit ak la...hahahaaha....agpn ak mmg ngh x bnyk wit ni..nk smpn g detin ngn syg ak nnt..hahaha.....tp pape pn kne tggu wit gje dlu..ak cm x syok plk nk kua ngn dye gne wit ayah ni..hurmm....evn wit ptptn coz wit 2 pn ayah pny coz nnt dye yg baya..hehehe..
yg pasti cuti ni ak dpt jmp amir n nuha comel cgt2 2...puas ati ak dpt buli amir..hahaha..gerammm...
dpt kua ngn ayah n ibu,nnt x d la gne wit sndri..hahaha...n dpt la ak drive o merempit kat cni..hahaha...msyukkk..
haaaaaaaa..ak dpt men ngn bobo..comel da dye dok ngn ami..ish2..nsb bek dye knl ak ag..fuhh.....
so far ni bwu skali ibu mmbebel coz ak lmbt bgn,tp esk x tau la kn..hahaha...
muaahhh

aku dan kamu.............

indahnye kn ble kite dkt2..hahaha....ak happy cgt2 ble ko ckp ko nk blik cni..da 2 mggu ak x dpt jmp ko..2 mggu gak la ak tnggung rndu kt ko...hurmm...x d la ssh mn..tp rndu gak la kn..im so happy ble ko nk tmn ak g tgk wyg 2..thnx syg...syg pacik cgt2...hehehe....mlm 2 mmg x blh tdo cbb x saba cgt2 nk p jmp dye..pgi2 da bgn cri bju,tudng,ksut..hahaha,,cm first date plk...pdhl da 2 kli sblm ni..evn ak first tme sowg2 g ts 2,ak x tkut pn..jnj dpt jmp ko..cbb ak rndu cgt2..hahaha..x sngka kn ap yg ak impikn dpt gak akhrny...g tgk wyng ngn owg yg ak syg..thnx...n thnx blnje ak mkn lunch...hahaha...da la kite tgk cite sedy n romentik 2..hahaha...touching ati ak...even ko x d pape pn rspn tgk cite nur kasih 2,x p ak phm..hahaha...ak yg t'esak2 tgk cite dye...sedy kut...ko blh plk glakkn ak??ceh...cm cm siot je...hahaha...bengkak mate ak..nsb bek ko x ckp pape...hahaha....lps ni x tau ag ble blh jmp ko..ak nk kmpl wit,blh la lps ak nk blnje kt cni...nk baya wit rpeat paper ag..klu ad wit lbh,bwu kite kua ag k...ak pn x nk la kua slalu..nnt wit ko bnyk abs blnje ak,sian kat ko..x p ak phm kite sme2 still blaja n still meminjam...
ak x sngka plk ko nk tngkp pic ngn ak..so sweet ko ckp....mmg pn..hahaha...kite sweetkn syg??of coz la dear..
ak tau ko da x lrt cgt2 ps kite tgk wyg 2...tp ak x bg ko blik..cbb ak nk abskn mase ak ngn ko...ak x nk la nnt ak rndu cgt2 kat ko..nsb bek dpt blik cme2..hahaha....
ble ak ngn ko ni ak rse happy cgt2..ak x pyh nk pure2..ak jdi dri ak sndri..cbb ak tau ko da nmpk ak mse mule2 kite posting dlu..x sngka kn,dri knl kat golden age 2 blh bwk smp skng..ak pn x sngka ak blh t'syg kat ko..hahahaha...ak hrp cgt2 spye kite ad jodoh n smp ke akhr hyt..wah..ayt x bolh blah..
aminn..........

NURBALKIS RIDZUAN luv  KHAIRUL NIZAM ISMAIL...........n_n

miss our memories..

tdi ak sje2 je la bkk mcg2 lme2..tb2 ak nmpk nme luvely boy...hurmm..jari ak pn stop kt c2..ak suke bce mcg2 dri ko even kite suke cgt2 gado..hahaha..ak btul2 rndu kn ko...rndu cgt2...wlaupn ak da ad owg len..tp ak ttp igt kt ko...ak tau ak kne trme yg ko bkn milik ak da..ko da jmp owg yg ag bek dri ak..x p...ak phm cgt2..kite x straf...igt ag sblm ni ko ske pggl ak syg...ko la llki p'tama yg pggl ak cm 2 ko tau x..ak suke cgt..ak rse btul2 happy tme 2..ko pggl ak honey,my love,sweetheartla..smue la..ak suke cgt..wlaupn ad owg pggl ak cm 2..tp prsaan ak x sme cm ko pggl ak..rndu cgt nk dpt mcg cm 2 dri ko...ak still simpn ag some of mcg ko..especially mcg sblm tdo ko...ak suke cgt2..dlu bnyk la..tp sjk ko tgglkn ak,ak buang cbb tme 2 ak benci cgt kat ko..tp ak mnysal cgt2..ak rse ak x nk buang mcg 2.cbb mcg 2 ikhls dri ko...ssh nk dpt dri ko tau..hahaha..tp sjk ko g plkn n msk metrix ni..ko jmp mcm2 mnusia kt lua 2 ko da brubh..ak x tau knp...smp la ko lngsng x mcg ak kn..ble ak tny ko ckp ko bzy ngn stdy..x p la..ak phm..ko x nk mcg ngn ak da kn??hurmmm..sedynyee..ko nk tau x ak mst nangis ble ak bce mcg ko,then ak ak snyum..ak brntung pena knl ngn ko.tp ble ko da abs mtrx ak mnghrpkn ko mcg ngn ak,tp x d pn..ak gak yg mcg..tp cme 2 mcg je yg ko bg kat ak..sedynye..tp ak happy ble ko add akt kt fb..hahaha..thnx cgt2..ak tau..mmb2 ak x suke ko ng ngn ak..even kkk ak sndri pn x suke..lau tny adk ak da mmg x bpe nk suke kt ko..hurmm...my b 2 petanda kut yg kite mmg x d jodoh sbnrye...x p la..jnj ak pena wujd dlm ati ko even skjp..ak b'syukur cgt..coz ak penah jth cinta kt ko..thnx 4 every thng...

SEMAK!!!!

woi pompan!!!ak rse bengang cgt2 kat ko..ak rse cm nk blasah je ko n halau ko dri rmh ak ni..arhh..babi pny pompan...ak x suke ko dri mule2 ak msuk kat klj ni.ko tau x???AK X SUKE!!!muke cam sial tau x..hish..cmn la plk ak blh dpt serumah ngn ko hah???semakkn idup ak je..ak mmg x suke ko ddk cni ngn ak ko phm x??blh la ko dri rmh ak ni..menyemak betul..sial pny pompan..arhhh..da due cm pompan murahn je ak tgk...huh..sedy la korg ni...

terima kasih....

harini ak mulakn idup ak ngn rse gmbira..hri yg ak tggu2,,ak nk g shoppng ngn krol..ye la,,bkn slalu dpt kua ngn bdk sngl ni..lme gak kitowg lpk,then akk kol ckp da nk blik..fine la..ak pn ucpkn la gudbye kt mmb ak 2..

ps2 ak siap2 nk blik plm spring ni...tp sblm b'tolak phne ak bunyi lgu cinta mati..lau lgu 2 mksdnye somebdy yg kol..ak setkn lgu 2 tuk dye.kire cm special ckt la kn...hahaha...ak pn gmbira cgt.dye igt kt ak ag,kitowg pn mcg la...tp kjp je..cbb dye x reply plk mcg ak..ble ak da smp rmh,ak kol ibu x dpt ak pn try la kol dye,dye angkt..tme 2 smbng kjp je..pas2 dye ltk cbb ap nth..ak pn lupe..x p la.jnj dpt ckp skjp..

pas 2 ak pn  on9 la..bkk la fb,twitter,blog n skype ak ni ha...batakkn???hahaha..nsb bek YM  x d..ble ak bkk blog ak ak rse cm t'sentap kjp ble ak tgk kat blog dye ag pic sowg pmpn ni..myb 2 gf dye kut..siap lirik lgu bagai...hahaha..x p la..tme 2 ati ak sakit cgt2..knp ek dye wt ak cmn..dye x ckp pn dye ad gf..ish..sedy btul la..ko tau x yg ak ni suke n syg kt ko..tp ko wt ak cmni plk..sial btul...gram ni..ko da wat cm ak ni ad hrpn nk ngn ko..tetibe plk ble ak bkk blog ko.ad plk pic 2..nsb bek ak x follow ko....fuh..slmt...

ak sedy cgt2 ble ak kenng blik kish kite,ap yg ko ckp kat ak,n cre ko lyn ak 2 cm ko ad felling kt ak..tp ak x tau la ko men2 ke ap..ak ak rse ko cme nk men2kn ak je..x p la..ak redho..ak seda ak cpe...ak ni bkn la cm pompn2 kat lua 2..cntik,cmel,baik,sopan,pndai.ak ni cme insan bese je..yg x d klbhn..2 ak..ak sdy cgt2..knp ko mst wt ak cmn??kno x jujur je dri awl kite knl??knp mst nk men2 kn ak??knp mst pas ak da syg kt ko ko nk wt ak cmn??ish knp la malng nsb ak ni..hurmm..ak pn x tau nk wat ap dah..putus hrpn cgt2..TERIMA KSIHwat ak cmni budak..ak hrp ko blh kua dri idup ak wt slama lmaye....ak x ksh pn..bek ak yg g dri   idup ko..x d la ak merana cgt kn?hahaha..ak blh lgu ukirkn snymn ak 2 tp ak tau ati ak btul2 sakit n pedih...knpp laaa ..ak tau Allah nk uji ak..ak redho..n ak tau ko bkn lah pilihn yg t'bek tuk ak..n ak tau ak ni t'lalu baik tuk jdi pilihn hti ko..SELAMAT TINGGAL.....T_T

sekian.......................

shopping ngn dye...

hahaha..arini ak g shopping ngn krol plk...gile pnat la...bpe kli kitowg jln2 kat c2..b'pusing2 je...tmpt yg sme plk 2...jusco 2 da la kecik..hahaha..bongok pny krol...dye tmn ak soppng..hahaha..x sngka plk dye saba tgk krenah ak shppg..dye snyum je...klaka gile..arini ak snyum je.cbb dye ni wt ak glak je..rse cm nk bg tgn je kat dye..ish...dye pilihkn bju tuk ak..sweet gak mamat ni..hahaha..x p la..jnj dye ikhls ngn ak..n x men2 kn ak..btul x??2 yg pnting..hahaha...x slhkn klu ak ngn dye...btul x???hahaha...
klu g detin ngn kerol mst mkn free..haha..malu siot ak ngn dye...ni yg mls nk detin ngn dye kat jusco..
x p..pasni nk g TS plk..so smue sndrian b'had...bwu syok..hahaha
K..B..<3

seronok!!

today ak wat bnde yg ak x pena wat..hahaha..nk tau ap??ak blik ngn krol..jgn men2..krol ni dak phsyo yg ak knl mse posting kat golden age..hahaha...ak pny la xcited nk blik ngn dye..ye la..besenye ak blik sowg2..tp arini ak blik ad mmb..hahaha..jgn slah phm k..kitowg cme kwn je..hahaha...x d prsaan pn..dnt worry..hahaha....dye yg baya kn smue tiket2 ak dowh..aduss..malunye laaa..tdi nk baya blik dye cm x nk..suda..mati la ak..pas2 dye blnje ak mkn ag...szilling..cm 2 ek ejaanye???hahahaha..tibai la...las skali,ak blnje dye mkn eskem..ak mmg trgn nk mkn eskem..hahaha..las2 ak angkut dye ngn sppu ak skali g mkn eskem...pasni kitowg nk mkn kat kepci plk..tp kn tggu ak dpt gaji la..hahaha..sonok la kwn ngn dye..sweet kut dak gile ni..hahaha..dye blh lyn jiwa ak yg gile ni..jnj dye phm ak....x p la..

n daa smggu ak x dpt ckp ngn dye..lau ckp pn kjp je..hurmm..i really miss him...ish ak ni..poyo je nk miss2..tp dye miss ko ke kis??nth2 x igt pn..tulun la jgn prsan..malu je nnt..i really luv him...x tau la knp..hahaha..bonggok gile r..maluuuu..pape pn sat ag dye abs xam..so tgk je la lps ni...cmn...lau dye x nk kat ak x p..ak redho jee..hahaha..ak tau ak cpe...pape pn i do miss him..<3

~ITULAH SAYANAG~

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Itulah sayang

SAYA SAYANG AWAK!!!!!<3

nurse!!

ak x d bnde nk wat sbnrnye ni..hehehe..nk tdo mate x ngntuk,...hurmmm..merepek la dlm ni jap....

kdg2 2 ak slalu cgt t'tny2..knp bnde yg ak x bpe nk suke mst ak dpt akhrnye..hurmmm..
cntohnye ak stdy nursing ni..pdhal seumur idop ak,ak x pena suke dokter o nurse even dorg nsem..(hehehe)
nurse n dokter la ak plng x suke..aduh..ak da la tkut lau jmp dorg ni..tp ble da besa ni..ibu n ayah p soh ak amik nursing plk..cm la dorg x tau ank dye yg sorg ni cukup x suke nurse..ish2,tpkn even ak x suke kat nurse o dokter ni,ak still nk dptkn dip dlm nursing ni gak..hurmm...mse mule2 ibu soh amik ni ak ngis sakan ni cbb x mo pny psl,tp ble da amik ak pn ngis gak cbb ak x tau ap yg ak wat..hahaha..sengl gile..tp smkn lme ak amik nursing ni ak seda,knp ibu n ayah soh amik nursing,cbb nnt lau family ak ad yg sakit,dorg ad ak yg blh tolong rwat dorg.kn2??bngga gak ak tme 2.kire ak ni diperlukn gak la..ye la,fmily2 ak smue amik coz2yg bes2 cm akak 2..tang ak amik nursing,perubatan lak 2..rsenye x d ag fmily ak yg amik medical,xcpt ak..hahaha...bangganyee..
so ak kne blaja bnde ni bttul2..

even ad owg ckp ak amik nursing ni cbb ak ni x pndai..x p2...owg ckp klu kite amik sesuatu ngn restu parents kite,mst bnde 2 b'kat even kite x rela....tp jnj kite wt bnde ni ngn hati yg ikhlas...

so i really hope one day i can b a very good nurse n ak x kn jdi nurse yg blh wat owg bnci nurse cm mn ak bnci kat nurse2 yg pena ak jmp sblm ni..ish...

tp ak nk pstikn owg yg akn dcc ak t bkn dri klngn nurse o dokter o owg2 yg amik medik cm ak gak..no way man..x syok la..hehehe...<3

tp sjk ak jdi stnt nurse ni,ak da blh kwl prsaan ak yg jns nk cpt mara ni..da rse clm down ckt ble ad owg cri psl...hehehe..bguss....tp 1 je..sikap ak yg kelm kabut ni haa...aduh..payah btul..pas2 jns pelupe n wat pkai hentam ble ak x d mood...2 mmg ssh ak nk ubah..pehal ek....ayooo....i hve 2 chnge...

tpkn klu blh sbnrye ak x nk jdi nurse..ak nk trus kn gak cite2 ak dri kecik iaitu mnjdi sowg pnsyarah...hehehe..mn tau blh t'cpai cite2 ak ni..x pn ak nk jdi CI(clinical instractor)bes gak..gji pn masyook...hehehe

papepn just ready 4 my final xam bln 5 ni....hehehe..stdy la akis oi..ko ni..PEMALAS btul...
wish me luck..hahahaha..luv u all...muahhxxxxx

mlasssssssssssssss

ak btul2 mls nk g kje arini...da la mate bngkak..aduh..nsb bek bngkak ckt je...klu besa malu laaa..
tp mggu ni las g kje..pasni cuti plk..hurmmm..kang da g x mo blik plk......aduh..

mate sakit...

aduh..ak x tau la knp..mate sakit laaa......lau kedip2..t sakit..ak tgk cm x d pape..tp ble pgg cm ad bijik dlm 2..aduh..ap nk wat ni???????????

rindu....

RINDU..1 ayat yg blh wat ak t'snyum n menangis dlm mse yg sme..hahaha..cm owg gile lak..
smakin ak meningkat remaja,ak betul2 rndu zaman kanak2 ribena dlu..eh..dcbbkn ribena 2 haram,so ak tukar la..kanak2 milo...wah..comel2..igt lagi time kecik2 dlu..ak happy cgt2 coz x d nk pikir bnde yg ak pikir skng ni...aduh..kusut2...dlu cme pikir nk men je...nk jenjln ngn family,main ngn member,g skolh,makan..hahaha..da cm ap je..yg past dlu mse kcik2 ak x d la cm pompan coz most kwn ak llki..t'msuk la jran2 t'dkat ak..smp ibu penin ngn perangai anak dye..hahahaha..tp ble da besa ckt,ak da kmbali normaal...hahaha..alhamdulillah..
skng ni ddk jauh ngn family,even slame ni pn ak slalu gak ddk jauh..hehehehe..tp kli ni rse len gak..x tau la knp...ak rndu cgt2 kat family ak..kat AYAH,IBU,AMI n AKAK..even kkk ak 2 ddk kl je...hahaha..n i also miss my darling so much..opss...not dat darling ok..its my one n only AMIR WAJDI....da cute boy..hehehe...ni da ad adk lgi la ak gram..x saba nk blik cuti sem...ddk cni bkn bes pn...
BATCH 23 is my besfwenz ever...sumpa ak rndu gile kat dorg..smue la.....kn bes lau dptt jmp korg...ak slalu cgt2 doa ak dpt jmp korg blik....ak igt smue knangn2 kite mse kat skolh dlu..bes bttulll...pape ..........
I DO MISS ALL DAT WAS COME IN TO MY LIFE..<3

first time!!

sonok gak la ble da ad blog ni...hahaha..mcm2 blh ak tulis kat cni..syok gak..nnt lau nk mara2 ag x d la asyk post kat fb je...owg pn mst pikir ak ni da x btul..hahahaha..pasni tulis kat cni je la....
2 la tjuan ak wat blog ni....tuk bicara hati ak yg  x pena t'bicara...ye ke???hurmmm..hahahaha...
pape pn...hope ni blh wat smthg tuk ak..